This is part of our Sex Ed series, where teens share anonymous stories involving sex.
Last February, I restarted an on and off fling with my long time crush of two years. The summer before we had kissed and hung out but that was about it before he called the entire thing off because I was “getting too clingy.” We didn’t really speak again until second semester started up in January and we ended up in the same geometry class. As soon as we started talking again, I knew something would happen. We messaged constantly, but never really spoke in real life. He called it our “secret friendship.”
We eventually revealed that we had feelings for each other yet again, and decided the next day we would hang out in our usual spot, the woods, away from the world who would know he was into an insecure freshman. We had a few make out sessions, and there was one time he saw me shirtless, but that was as far as I wanted to go. I was not ready for anything else.
About two weeks later, we had a few days off of school so we decided to go over to each other’s houses when our parents weren’t home. I went over to his for awhile, and we kissed and cuddled, and pretty soon I went home. We lived across the street from each other at the time so it was pretty easy to sneak around.
About thirty minutes later, I messaged him asking him if he’d come over. He agreed but only under one condition, which he never stated. We went up to my room and started talking, everything was okay until he asked me to lay on the bed. I had no idea what was up, until he said “I’m going to eat you out.” In shock, I said no immediately, and he proceeded to try to convince me to let him. Finally, at his last resort he threatened to go home if I didn’t let him. So, finally I agreed.
It didn’t last long and he stopped when I told him to, but at the time I wasn’t ready. I still am not ready for that.
He was 17 and I was 14, and I was pressured into receiving oral sex from someone who “dumped me” (we never dated) two days later. He has done more to hurt me emotionally, and I just recently recovered from all of it and moved on from it.
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